伊丽莎白1998

I don't know what feeling is.

I don't know what touch is,

I don't know how the pear tastes,

I don't know the pain ,the hunger,the sadness,even the love...

But I'm alive as an angel to help the people who are going to die...

Until I saw your firm blue eyes staring at me carrying something called

faith.

I suddenly felt that I woule be never alive unless to feel you.

Your hair,your skin, your hands and your heart...

So I decide to give up my enternal life to fall from the sky to fall in love with you.

When I woke up,I saw the red blood and smiled...

Even if nobody understood me , I still don't regret what I have done.

I became you,I came to you, came to my own rescue to be a real man to live a real life.

All this because I love you, I want to feel you ,feel my love...

No matter what the end is ,no matter whether you love me ,no matter one day I will see you off or I will die...

I still want to be with you,because I know we belong together and we are soulmate.

Maybe is the punishment from the god,you love me and leave me,

I finally knew what the real love is and what a living life is...

All I could do is to beg them the one I used to be not to take you from me...

I can't see them as you can't see me before,but I can feel them as I am longing to feel you.

In the moring as I used to be, with all the angel friends around me,they are listening to the music played from the heaven of the god which I can't hear from now on...

But my feet are immersed in the sea to feel the wave just like the hard time without you...

I plunged into the water to feel the existence

Living for feeling...

 

 

Then a song :

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance,
for a break that would make it okay.
There's always one reason to feel not good enough,
and it's hard at the end of the day.
I need some distraction oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
some comfort here

 

 

天使和医生~~~
一个是引领死亡的天使~另一个却是与天使角力把人从死亡拉回重生的医生……
二者却产生了一段美丽的感人至深的另类爱情！！！

天使为了爱而坠入凡间~也终于感受到了人类的知觉~~~疼痛、血流、呼吸、性爱、温暖……那所有的感觉让天使兴奋不已，像个婴儿一般那样感知这个世界……

同时医生也感受到了真实的爱恋~再不虚幻！！！不需靠揣度靠想象……
两人温情过后的早晨~医生放手跟着车飞行，让明媚的阳光抚照着自己的每寸肌肤。。。圣洁的歌声在浅吟低唱……

这一刻像时间停滞一般~医生是那么、那么的幸福……
她是那么急切地想把人世间一切的美好都告知那个自己深爱同时亦深爱自己的坠落天使~~~

可是上帝的安排，总是不会出乎人意料。。。
他们必然不能永远的在一起！！！
这注定是一份幸福而忧伤的爱情故事……
天使和医生他们是幸运的，幸福的~~~毕竟他们曾经拥有了世间亦难寻的真爱！！！

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凯奇的眼神依旧那么的是“幸福而忧伤”~正好是天使命运的最好诠释~~
瑞恩也不是以往的傻大姐，而是一个甜美而又悲情的女人……她的笑容在最后那刻凝刻在空中……
十一年前的电影了~拿出来重温下~感觉还是那么美……

玛姬瘫倒在马路上，

周围是塔皓湖如仙境一样的风光。

塞斯在泪水中与她告别，

第一次知道人类为什么会流泪。

“上帝知道我们不能在一起，为什么还要我们相遇呢？”

幸福短暂到让人措手不及，

得到的回答只是一句，这，就是生活。

有时候不顾一切地追寻，

只是为了等待失去。

爱情，多少悲剧假你之名。

每一日，他站在高处俯瞰世界，然后无能为力。
他领略人世的美丽，聆听人类的心声，然后无能为力。
他在每个人身前或身后，观看他们的人生，不能触碰，然后无能为力。
这是不是当一名天使的悲哀？

她是一名医生，与死神争命，然后无能为力。
哪怕她手里握着别人的心脏，依然无能为力。
世上有许多的事无可改变，无论是天使还是医生，他们都无法改写别人的命运，可他们却要目睹生死的上演。

后来他们相遇，有缘的人才可以感受到天使的存在，才可以解读天使的眼神，那么深的眼神：孤独，忧伤，诉说着强烈的无力感。他们像两个同病相怜的孩子，脆弱，看了太多生离死别，依然无法阅尽沧桑——有种情绪叫做悲悯。于是他们可以轻易的看到对方的眼里，那种仿若相识千年之前，如今恍然重逢的熟悉感。
男人自万丈之上纵身一跃，只为有具血肉之躯，只为真真切切的与她共度人生，他满面脏污，风尘仆仆，满心的喜悦却不可名状，那种他游荡人间天上千载都不曾有过的扎实的喜悦，可上帝手里的牌无数反复，再明媚的阳光都挡不住势必将行的死亡。他奋勇的投身尘世，她却被匆忙召唤离开凡间——生命之河极难涉过，一不小心终于让河水带走。
冰冷的海水慢慢的溢过他那凡人的躯体，经历另一番脱胎换骨的挣扎——男人最后选择做一个天使，再不会狂喜，但已然释然——至少，我喜欢这样的结局，因为不会多一场死亡。

希伯来书1章14节：天使岂不都是服役的灵,奉差遣为那将要承受救恩的人效力吗?

可以说，在影片前二十分钟我的心被抓住了，完全陷入在Meg Ryan那种心情当中。因为我刚刚体验过看见自己亲人悲泣的离去，自己却毫无能力。Meg Ryan也被这种无力感所压住，以至于怀疑自己一直胜任的工作。在命运之神面前，我们能做什么呢...

如同Meg Ryan在Nicolas Cage的安慰下恢复心情一样，我的心情也随之恢复过来。结果趋向完美理性的大脑又在飞快挑剔影片种种不合理之处，甚至是情节。停，人来扮演的天使本来就不合逻辑，我又何必在此钻牛角间呢，何不欣赏影片中种种巧妙之处。

一位老师说过，天使按照工作可大致分成三类：第一类是敬拜的天使，譬如路西弗，他全然美丽，却从天上坠落；第二类是传讯息的天使，譬如加百列；第三类是争战的天使，譬如天使长米迦勒。按Nicolas Cage自己所说，他是个信使。可惜不像加百列报的是喜讯，他却是来带走离开世界的人。

Nicolas Cage陷入爱情，他却没办法体会人类的感觉，触摸、颜色、香味... 我没法体会天使的感觉，因为我只是个人。但是回想生活中平平淡淡的举动，却不禁感恩，为何我们竟然拥有天使都没有的身体和感觉？

手指轻轻在皮肤上滑动时，感觉到一丝痒意；洗衣服时把手插入水中，何等清凉的感觉；拥抱朋友时，感到对方身体的温暖；咀嚼美味食物时，这是何等的满足..... 生活中原来有这么多美好的细节等着我们去捕捉。

触摸，何等美妙的感觉，感谢上帝。